So, the link above was to announce our precious surprise, Reece. He's 18 months old now and starting to talk. It seems like just yesterday, but don't we all say that?
This means that my one and only daughter, Gabriella, is 3... Yep! Three! Just had her birthday last Monday (4/9).
I have been blessed to experience all of the joys, trials, "trys" and "firsts" of both of these little blessings. I have experienced unexplainable love, unbelievable pride, and I can't wait to see what the future holds for them!
You know, it's funny. I love all four of my children with a mother's love. I remember when I got to be mommie to Caleb and Daniel. I loved them and enjoyed watching them as they grew, changed and discovered new things. But, that's all I knew. I knew how to love them.
With Gabriella and Reece, it's so different. From the moment I held her three years ago, I looked at her with such wonder. I knew I was going to love her and enjoy watching her grow, change and discover... but there was more this time. I had a sense of wonder. I had, and continue to have expectation for her. Not to be or become any one thing in particular. Just the most amazing her she can be. It was the same with Reece. I was in awe of how precious, and wonderful, and perfect (I am their mommie) they were, and in that same instant I was wondering who and what they may grow up to become.
Perhaps it was my own personal journey that got me to this place. I am in such a great place in my life right now. I have an amazing husband who has allowed me to come home to raise our "babies." And, who is a blessing to me every day (whether I tell him or not... Thanks honey!). I have four beautiful, healthy children that I pray for every day. And, well... did you ever see the movie "As Good as it Gets?" This is my favorite part of the movie...Melvin Udall (played by Jack Nicholson): I've got a really great compliment for you, and it's true.
Carol Connelly (played by Helen Hunt): I'm so afraid you're about to say something awful.
Melvin Udall: Don't be pessimistic, it's not your style. Okay, here I go: Clearly, a mistake. I've got this, what - ailment? My doctor, a shrink that I used to go to all the time, he says that in fifty or sixty percent of the cases, a pill really helps. I *hate* pills, very dangerous things, pills. Hate. I'm using the word "hate" here, about pills. Hate. My compliment is, that night when you came over and told me that you would never... well, you were there, you know what you said. Well, my compliment to you is, the next morning, I started taking the pills.
Carol Connelly: I don't quite get how that's a compliment for me.
Melvin Udall: You make me want to be a better man.
You might be wondering what in the world that has to do with anything I was saying. What I am trying to say is that my family makes me want to be a better me. The best me I can be. A blessing to them each and every day.
So... here's to MY family!
Jeremy, you are an amazing example of a man to your family (and your friends), someone I am proud to share my life with, and a daddy that your children are completely in love with! Oh... and me too!
Caleb, my first born, the one who melted my heart the first time I held you. I am so excited to hear of all your wonderful plans. I pray that you become and remain a strong and confident man. Set your goals higher than you think you can reach... it will bring God into your life in an amazing way, and even if you have to re-set them, you will accomplish great things in your life! I can't wait to cheer you on!
Daniel, it is a privilege to watch you "become." Your eyes are open. You are a beautiful, caring and compassionate soul. I pray for your strength and confidence as well... but you will have a much different story than your brother. We've spoke at length about some of your dreams for the future... and I have no doubt you will give your very best to all who come into your life. You will go far.
Gabriella, my beautiful princess... God made you. I'm so happy you learned this early. I learn from you every day. I can already see your independence, and strength growing. You are smart, sweet, kind, loving girly-girl, and... a world-changer! Your daddy and I love you "toooo much!"
And, my dear Reece, my blessing from heaven. God knew we wanted you before we did. It's because of this, I know you have great things ahead of you. I watch you in awe. You love life and are always "singing", your kisses are filled with so much love, it's like you are trying to plant them on our souls. Your sister, your daddy and I love you more than you know.
So... here's to MY family!
Jeremy, you are an amazing example of a man to your family (and your friends), someone I am proud to share my life with, and a daddy that your children are completely in love with! Oh... and me too!
Caleb, my first born, the one who melted my heart the first time I held you. I am so excited to hear of all your wonderful plans. I pray that you become and remain a strong and confident man. Set your goals higher than you think you can reach... it will bring God into your life in an amazing way, and even if you have to re-set them, you will accomplish great things in your life! I can't wait to cheer you on!
Daniel, it is a privilege to watch you "become." Your eyes are open. You are a beautiful, caring and compassionate soul. I pray for your strength and confidence as well... but you will have a much different story than your brother. We've spoke at length about some of your dreams for the future... and I have no doubt you will give your very best to all who come into your life. You will go far.
Gabriella, my beautiful princess... God made you. I'm so happy you learned this early. I learn from you every day. I can already see your independence, and strength growing. You are smart, sweet, kind, loving girly-girl, and... a world-changer! Your daddy and I love you "toooo much!"
And, my dear Reece, my blessing from heaven. God knew we wanted you before we did. It's because of this, I know you have great things ahead of you. I watch you in awe. You love life and are always "singing", your kisses are filled with so much love, it's like you are trying to plant them on our souls. Your sister, your daddy and I love you more than you know.
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